You wouldn’t think that someone as open-minded as me would be so scared to divulge one of her greatest fetishes with a sub but I am. Everyone says there is someone out there for everyone but is there someone out there that has ALL the same kinks I do OR will at least take pleasure in ALL the kinks I do? It is hard to think that someone could enjoy this part of me, this dirty little, kinky secret. I haven’t shared this fetish with the last few subs I’ve been with because I have gotten bad reactions about it. This is something I keep guarded and close to my heart.
Tonight though, I told him about it and to my surprise he was okay with it. He even was willing to start small with it and maybe one day go to the deeper side of things.
I’m honestly scared… Scared about what this brings out in me and scared about if he will like that side when it comes out. Letting this fetish loose is like opening Pandora’s Box and I’ve let it lay dormant so long. I’m just not sure what letting it out will do… It is a vulnerable place to be.
Say Yes Ma'am 
I’m curious … can you be more specific with your fetish? I don’t think it’s dirty. Although I do draw the line if it involves anything that needs to be “flushed.”
Why would I tell that to a perfect stranger?
Okay. Just flush the question then 🙂